All the problems in my life seem to keep happening and it feels like there is nothing that I can do about it. I’ve been in a lot of different groups of people that just made me feel unsure and not feeling really good in my life. There was nothing that I really enjoyed in my life because if the hatred that u have for myself all of the time. I was not really hoping that I can get out of my situation because I feel like I deserve to live in heal all my life. it’s a very sad thing to have and I do really want to be motivated and try a little bit better in my life cause at the end of the day what makes me happy is to be with a girl who is always going to be with me and spend the worst of time with me all of the time. but that does not really happen to often because I attract bad people all of the time because I’d my bad behaviour. Changing my life does not really come to mind at all because of all the hate that I have for myself all of the time. There seems to be no one that can help me fix the giant mess that I have done for myself. I can’t really rely on myself to have an impact in my life because I’ve been a loser almost all of the time ever since I was born. That’s why after meeting a London escort it really did felt like I have a good person who is willing to work with me. I did not feel like a person who will not be able to push through life if I am not alone anymore. And that is all that’s to a London escort who push me really hard even though we don’t know a lot about each other’s lives yet. I did not now or wanted to find out how to help myself in the past. That’s why I felt lonely and lost all of my battles all of the time. But right now I am having a lot of fun with a London escort because she seems to be the kind of person who really wants me to succeed at the end of the day. I was a person who does not really know how to deal with my own issues in the past. But now that a London escort came a long my path and did not really want to judge me from all the wickedness that I’ve done in my life before. I felt better and happy that we both know what we are doing and wanted to learn more from each other’s lives more and more. There is no one else that I can be happy about more than a London escort right now. That’s why it’s so important to me to have her all of the time and express the love that I have.